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2008-02-22T21:11:00.001+08:00

www.dreamingaboutnightmares.tumblr.com

uhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-02-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

aah this blog is boring. but i can't seem to type a proper post.because i'll always forget what i want to say.-.-
anyway,last night went to bmx trail with marcus goh and lee. couldn't really see,so the jumps were like spookier and mysterious. *wooooo*
then after school today and kind of retarded cny celebrations thingymajig,me,marcus goh,marcus lee,james,samuel and other guys were supposed to come.and only marcus lee showed up.gahhhhhhh.
but anyway the bmx trail in the afternoon was just a lot of sand,some wet sand,some mud,and a hell lotta humps. more confident than last night =),so i going on it was easier.but going through the opposite way was not so nice =(.

the first and meanest hump was kinda steep and i over-accelerated,so by the law of physics and law of newton's gravity and law of you're-so gonna-fall,i flew off my bike and scraped my knee. but its ok,it stopped bleeding hours ago. no need to worry. :D aw nvm.no one reads this blog anyway.not that i'm complaining!who would read it anyway.it's just a random short phrase blog anyway.
ook so after that me and marcus just played on a ramp with some other malay dudes.one of them who didn't have a bike and so was naturally stranded,knew people from st hilda's and marcus knew someone he knew so got a mutual friendship i guess?whatever.so just spazzed around eating paus and breaking bottles and basically he just left with his handphone in my bag.i realised i still had his handphone when i just reached home.and the s-o-b didn't even put his home number in his handphone,so i had to call marcus goh to get his house number to tell someone that his handphone is with me,and apparently,he doesn't care cause he hasn't even called to ask for his handphone.-.-dumbass.

ah whatever,im ending this post.

stranger things

2008-02-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

two tests today and i didnt study much for either. at least its over now. i got my cd's :D and everybody,go watch sweeney todd.awesome.

infidel!

2008-01-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

scream: fuck physics!gahhhhhhh i gta do a mindmap. and study for a test after cross country tmr. i want to a have a day where i can sleep!grrrrrr.

but it's okay. i'm only consoling myself by the switchfoot concert tmr. WOOOOOOOOO. just thinking about it makes me hyped. i really hope he'll sing "let your love be strong". i find that song so niiiiiiiice.

and marcus owes me 5 bucks >=(

aww

2008-01-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

crud! i gots 16 pages of comprehension to do.but its okay.i shall do its. i detest maths+physics periods. today mrs chan was like "eh you,what's your name ah!sleeping in my class?"i was like thinking" i just blinked..." but then when i realized it wasn't a rhetorical question i said shashank so soft no one heard me then when i tried saying louder i got confused whether to say the mispronounced pronunciation or the real way which no one rly calls me without me being all -.- at them. so i just said call me anything,but she thought i was being funny and started going all yadda yadda crap about her past students. -.- oooooooooooookay. maybe i shall try to act like i not gna just snore.(that's means no more staring at words and saying them to yourself till they forget their meaning)*

*(i did that today)

sooooo.what else today huh. oh yeah i went into the wrong cd class and i got scared cos they marked me absent for my phototaking but then they took my photo anyway.

and yeaaaaaaaa. that's about it for today. hmm. i want to go johor with yang heng!

[lay back laydown lay back lay down ill just think ill go away]

i love messy posts!

2008-01-21T20:59:00.001+08:00

these days all smiles.though i don't really like physics.and literature today was so embarrassinggggggggg.(moan)

rant:

(start)

so,picture this.jean xuejun and i hadnt met up yet.nothing done yet.its 2 pages we have to cover. and i have no idea what the bloody hell christopher is talking about in chapter 7. i didn't know it was a debate to be started!i thought i had to like try to go in depth with whatever he is saying and elaborate and wdv shizz.but i totally blanked -.- and yeah,question of genre doesn't really go around your head.i think mr rashidi was just being nice.sighhhhhhhhh. okay whatever,i need to apologize for that boring half hour people staring at me.

but its too late to apologize,heeeeeeeeyeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

anyway the interesting thing today was doing class decor. and jo and i kept doing stuff we normally wouldve done during recess last year!omg i miss throwing those water balloons at random strangers!i miss playing soccer with water bottles! i miss reading those notes and being worried all day thinking of what to advice!damn,i miss talking to SOMEONE in class.rather just staring at the bummed out people around me!=( but that's okay.

okay off topic. so basically we took pieces of toilet paper and wet it in the sink,and threw it up diagonally to hit the ceiling,and itll stick there...waiting to fall on some unsuspecting person. and we were gna do something much more monumental,but mr law "almost" caught us.gahahahahahahah.then joseph also put glue on the cover of the taps.so if anyone used the taps their hands would stick to the taps. hahahah that's mean but,what the hell. but the main thing is decor,and i helped paint the pieces of paper with coffee-paint.and i did some planning for the hindu part of the noticeboard.i think our noticeboard is very niiiiiiiiiiice. we might just win :-D sean and his modest artistic-ness i suppose.

yeah,that's all i can remember right now. oh mannnnn eng compre -.- ill do it tomorrow. i promise. oh and ill start on the notes soon. (end)

666

2008-01-17T15:49:00.000+08:00

last night i was like "omg im deadddddd" at a maths tuition. wanted to upload pictures but....whatever.

today in chemistry we did the test on elements,compounds and mixtures.-.- i think i was like the first to finish as i was preeeeettyy worried.so i didn't really care about the test. though i was surprised i could do most questions as i only studied after a maths tuition and that isn't called studying.

oh and all these awesome tunes and these awesome songs just drift into my head and drift out as i can't remember,and i don't really write them down. why don't i!>=( sigh for appreciation. ooh there's pe tmr.

all of these boys and all of these girls losing their songs2323esefsdw in a material word

2008-01-14T18:07:00.000+08:00

today was surprisingly fun.literature we watched rain man.hahah raymond is funny.and like 15 mins of the lesson my phone like srsly vibrating alot.then found out jing wen smsing and calling me to find out where the hell was the pure lit class. -.- lol.anddddddd it was awesome seeing angeeeena & millie in school today.

:=3<<<=haha monkey smile!

i walked into history class,and i just stared at the whiteboard. i swear history is fing boring.math was as usual. then we made plans to go to tm for lunch.and it was frustrating cos no one had a decision on where to go,so we went to yoshi.and jean didnt go cos her back hurt and she was having gastric. =S
sean (pwn!),charmaine,jasveen and some malay girl i don't rly know was there too.and i rly wanna kick glen's ass for being one.>=( sean is alright to talk to i guess,he comes up with topics a lot easily.and he has a lousy english impersonation accent.jolly good.

and when i reached the house bus stop,it was raining heavily.like rly heavy.i know that singapore has got environmental issues going about with global warming increasing rain and all,but wtfuckkkkkkkkkk it was heavy.at least not as heavy as india. ._. that's just flooding.
then some girl ive seen around in the condo like had no umbrella and asked if i could walk her to the carpark with my umbrella.i had nothing to say no against but the thing i was thinking about is how brave issat,like asking strangers just to do a favour.i cant do dat,nozxzxz wayxx0rzx.im too embarassed.and ohyeah i met dj right when i stepped out of the bus,like that was surprising.so i walked him to the 69 bus stop after walking that girl to the carpark.gosh was i wet. my bag still is =(.sad face.

and a thing im pissed about is that i cant find Black Holes & Revelations ANYWHERE.beeeeeeeeeettttttttchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.like sold out everywhere.
and i got a new gold trombone =D no more crappy mouldy silver-like trombone,woooots.tho i think i dont rly deserve it cos i suck shit in band.and that impression night thing is coming up,um,crap?whatever.shall go to as many band practices as i can.another thing,im addicted to FOO FIGHTERS!they're nothing like grunge nor nirvana but its still awesome rock.wooo i just gta get one of their albums too.i think my dad is pissed cos i keep spending money on albums.but i dont spend it on anything elseeeee so i dont see why i shouldnt.hmm.

and i want to cycle,but this darn rain eliminates my mood like systematic errors can be.
oohy and cca selection day was fun,i walked around with jean everywhere in the school.though i thought i was pretty useless except for grabbing sec ones and pushing them towards the band booth.and fighting with ncdcc and drama for the opportunity to influence sec ones to join.=\

i think my posts are realllyyy really messy,and most ppl just dont bother to read cos i suck at phrasing.i also dont like crap phrasing on other people's blogs,so i get it if people just ignore my posts.maybe i should do what jx does,and write down exactly what i want to blog about in a notebook,and just post it then.and should i delete my archives,cos i feel like deleting my archives,cos im ashamed about all those immature rants and screams and epiphanies and all the other crap i thought what was right then,but nooo,it's my immaturity which is the reason i still havent deleted the archives or this blog even.and wth i just answered my own bloody question.whooppeeee doo.

maybe i should come up with one of those lists i want to do in the new year and stuff.cos if i fail it id remember what i failed and itll make me all low and sad and ill be more likely to do those resolutions next yearrrrr.

and everyone should really see Dan In Real Life. its awesummmmm.and i love the song Modern Nature by Sondre Lerche. not usually what i ever listen to,but what the hell i like this one.

oh i gots homework.

sighhhhhhhhhhhh.

keep you in the dark you know they all pretend
what if i say i'm not like the others,
what if i say i'm not just another one of your plays
you're the pretender
what if i say i'll never surrender?

sweet talk

2008-01-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

hahaha.

band today sucked.what the hell was my point of going.and if you're going to punch someone in the nuts,its nice to give a heads up.im sure yang heng agrees. ohman 3 periods of literature AND physics. fuck the whaaaaaaaaat.

stronger

2008-01-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

i feel terrible. my stomach keeps hurting. OF COURSE,i must stop eating junk food,but its best to drink when your drunk right.

first day of school kinda sucked. mmm lollipop.

yeh kis gali mein aa gaye hum.

2008-01-04T12:37:00.000+08:00

i had the mood to blog really long when i get back,and now that ive gotten back,i maybe shall?well just read.and there'll be pics,but my elder sis is uploading them from her pink camera,and i only got pics i took randomly with my phone. so,ill post a few before posting all of them.or they'll probably be @ facebook. so ill just try to recap in kind of detail since i went there.
but!im not sure in what order somethings happened,but it dont change much.

22nd december!
landed in bombay at around 1am.went to the hotel,ordered sandwiches and we went to sleep in our comfortable beds.

23rd december!
went to my uncle's house.i didnt even remember i had another new cousin.her name is khushi,but they all call her smiley cos that's what khushi means.
so cute,and cool if you could see her.i cant ever upload pics on blogger.before my uncle came to drop us at his house i was online.and i hate long car rides.>=( but that's was where i was most of the time.sitting in the car going houses.but bombay has traffic jams.after my uncle dropped us back at the hotel,we went to eat somewhere near the hotel.

24th december!
pretty boring.elder sister had gone out to meet her friends,my uncle took me and my sister shopping.i bought a few shirts and a belt which did no good >=( mum was at hotel alone so i guess neither my sister and me felt like shopping for long.so went back.

25th december!(christmas)

went out with family for lunch at some restaurant.then we went to the airport after waiting in the lobby for soooooo long waiting for my elder sister talking to her friend.
i hate flights@#@!@!#$#$#%#makes me so impatient.after a two hour flight,met my dad at the airport,then went to my dad's friends house where we always stay,and where i like to stay other than lajpat nagar.so we went to sleep without meeting anyone as it was quite late.

(i just lay on my bed and i fell asleep and i woke up only to finish this post.after this imma sleep cos i think i have fever from the cold.)

26th december!(dad's birthday!)

all of us got ready by 11,and we left for bengali market for gol gappe. w0000t. i love them. but lost my appetite after a while.then we went to radhepuri after buying cake for dad. sat there,and everyone was like,"is that you!?@!" cos i used to be so chubbbbby. my cousins refused to recognize me -.- (oh yeah,did i mention,mickey didi,my father's eldest brother's daughter so she's my cousin is getting marrieddddd)so my cousin's sasooral-walo(in-laws) came and talked and i went upstairs with sagar and gautam.(more cousins....anyway if you count all my first cousins i already have alot.i havent met most of my second cousins,but if i did i know id know that i have a khandaan. ( means sort-of dynasty)and on they came because there was this ritual we had to attend to pray for the goodness of their wedding or something.me and my cousins kept throwing flowers.
(and i unknowingly did something that led to another thing which again led to nights of thinking which now leads to this crap in my mind.ughhhhhh.read on read on,you'll know.and i hope no ones knows. maybe someone knows how i might feel but not as much.)
we kept playing,tickling each other,doing stupid stuff and yeah.the guy even stopped the thing to tell me to stop it cos my hindi is weak and i didnt understand him saying that he is noticing us
and its disturbing and i kept throwing flowers and everyone looked at me. o.o well after the whole thing was over,we farewelled everyone and i slept at radhepuri. i dont like to stay there much cos like,there's no proper bed and i dont like hard floors but i like hard beds.sagar slept over too cos he didnt have school and he could.

27th december! =(
woke up,and the moment i went to meet my mum she was leaving to meet my uncles as my uncle(her brother) got an epilepsy attack. some tapeworm virus that travelled to his brain.scary man. so followed my cousin around,setting off fireworks,eating gum and playing games on the computer,and sometimes tv.unfortunate events was on!after eating breakfast and lunch left for dlf(father's friends house which is dlf,k?k.)showered with cold water,then left again i think to go noida.(im fcking dizzy now.imma nap soon)cousins,and shit.then we went dlf.(i hadda ask my muum whered we go,so no detailszx)

28th december!

went to lajpat nagar.didnt stay very long,but it was still funn.actually im too tired to explain.once me sister put new year party pics ill have loads to talk about.right now im feeling shizzy.so ill just wrap up fast.went back to dlf.

29th december!

went to chandni chowk(did absolutely nothing there) then tito mama's(uncle) house. stayed over there watching xmen.

30 december!
went for sanjula's friend's birthday party at pizza hut.we stole the seasoning from there,with the shaker and all for fun.
went to noida again.then after noida i think back to lajpat nagar. its always fun there.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,then dlf most probs.

31 december! (new yearrrrrrr)

stayed home the whole day except to go to the mall and buy a shirt for the party.
went dlf,then to friend's colony(near lajpat nagar) where the party wassssssss.at the beggining it was pretty fucked up cos there was nothing to do.then we decided to dance.i dont know how to dance but i sorta danced.really fun man.dancing for hours with babu,maina,my sisters and anvay and ananya(the last two are cute kids)then divya joined us,megha and sunny didnt come.
but really fun.there were these drunk men who kept hugging each other.and two chubby kids doing that tooooo.so funny man.after the party went to lajpat nagar to spend the night.i didnt sleep at all ,all night.was just watching other people snore.i couldnt sleep because of one thing bugging my head.hais.ill tell you guys about the new year later,cos i feel like im gonna throw up on claire.

one last thing,this crush better go away fast.not only is it wrong,im too immature damn it. but sometimes i just cant help it. i better stop,which i probably will do.

namaste,bitches.

YEAH

2007-12-21T12:30:00.000+08:00

leaving tomorrow. woootwoottt. just packed. but i haven't done the essay. maybe do it on the plane. im lazy,and i can only do it tomorrow,today or on the plane. cos ill return on 4th jan. but ill keep blogging i guess,cos i can use computer there a lot. brrr it's cold. i have a feeling im gonna be hella bored there. oh and i cut my hair. i feel cancerous. o.0

santa has a big belly poke

2007-12-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
i got my sennheiser ear phones! ever since my ipod ones died i had to use those big bulky ones i have.and i think need new jeans.all the ones i got is too loose.got my uniform and books today too.uniform pants are big.rly big. -.-not much happening these days.i still haven't started homework,but does anyone care.we're all so jolly.ooh ooh,i saw two teachers on a date in vivo today,hahah.maybe it's known. :Sbut anyway,i didnt know.and i just realised how much fun hols are for teachers too,cos nearly every teacher i saw was walking around in shorts and jerseys. anyway,im leaving on the 22nd. so i might not go to the christmas thingymajig.im missing first two days of school too,so,hurrah?=S

merry christmas,bitches!wait im more than a week early. d'oh!

2007-12-14T11:07:00.000+08:00

happy birthday dawwney-b0i!

uh hah hah hah huh.334

2007-12-10T19:20:00.000+08:00

played guitar hero the whole day. me and yang heng failed one by metallica three times. ITS THE HARDEST SONG TO US DAMN IT. and one thing made me almost smash the controller :we got 98% on it and then we got boo'ed off. fish nuggetszxzxzxz#!@#!#$@#$@
fucking hell it was 2% more and we couldve completed the song!and the whole song is 7 minutes long!>=( anyway then after that song we finished the game on co-op in medium. hard is too hard.
ah whatever about the game now. head too dizzy to think about the game.

need to start doing homework i guess. hmm. this holidays are a waste of time.i could do so much more.and all i do is snore-eat-play-maybe-sometimes-tuition-or-youtube. hmm.

333

2007-12-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

good morning! it's wednesday! know what that means? it's heroes day! heroes season 2 day. cause star world is crappy enough to start airing it while sneak previews of season 3 "Villains" already started. and channel 5.....just started airing it -.- so! i watch online on cucirca on wednesdays. hmph.
today's episode is powerless!season finale. and only episode 11,dang it. cause of that writer's strike. why can't they just pay more and get their asses over it. i blame capitalism. i don't need to blame anyone,but whatever. alright,ill let it load. and i haven't finished one hundred years of solitude! damn it im slow already. maybe lost interest in reading after hallows.ah whatever,i better finish it by tomorrow! it's raining already. the everlasting rain! okay whatever,bye guys.

332

2007-12-04T16:35:00.000+08:00

ive been fucking stuck at home for like how many days and im pissed and i dont care and i will ride my bicycle for fun alone because most probably i won't have anyone to go with but what the heck i don't care and this is a very long sentence and i most probably will change my mind last minute and go "oh heck tomorrow" but whatever ill try and now i guess ill just go back to playing halo and not do homework cause i don't feel like it and i haven't ever had any motivation to do it other than seeing other people do it,and this is the end of my short post,it is short cause it's only one damned sentence.

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oh oh oh.

2007-12-01T12:41:00.001+08:00

thanks for everything guys. chalet was awesome. i totally wasn't expecting the suprise attack of cake + thatgreenstringspray. this is a thank you post to everyone,along with pictures!=D

the cutest patrick globe thingy from donovan. it even dances when you push the try me button! ahaha.

a birthday card from the neighbours. so cool.makes me feel like a kid. they gave a shirt too but i forgot to take a picture.

converse sneakers from sippy aunty! =D i chose them last week.

xbox 360 with 2 white and 2 pink controllers! from my parents. awesome.

the saw pig killer toy figurine and 2 rings,wedding rings i think.from the movie Corpse Bride. bought from the movie/comic shop at bugis. from yang heng! poor him,still owes me money for buying it. =S

closeup of the rings.

the new phone!i didnt need it but my sister had to spoil my phone.the one i nicely lent her.oh whatever,the camera is superawesome.( i dont deserve it i think)

lifehouse cd from yan lin! omg omg omg i wanted this so badly. thank you!

the sweetest gift i have ever gotten,from ange. =)

the phone box. k850i! i actually listened to don to buy it.

sword keychain from darren. it's cool to swing around, haha. thanks!

and that's what i got. thank you guys for wishing me and making it an awesomeeee birthday. the best birthday. =D

oh oh ho ho ho oh

2007-11-27T10:50:00.000+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

ange wanted that comic. and y'know how i found it?google. =D

o a little cream soda.

2007-11-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

past few days were kind of a rush and a drag at the same time. well,however it was,today SHOULD be tuesday,not monday people!because i said so. and in delirium everyone thinks so. maybe its just ocs i barely slept on saturday,like 40 mins tops. and then sunday i came home early from wherever i was to SLEEP.and i could only sleep for an hour from all those dreadful dreams.sucha waste. though got to a lot more pages of solitude. then slept for almost 10 hours. now my mum and dad have gone to jakarta to do stuff which we were doing here too.i wouldve gone too,if it wasn't for the chalet. the first downer for the chalet i guess.muse is a nice and blue word.
i suddenly laughed at the idea of chubby penguins breakdancing. gahaha. and i hope things will work out under the sun.

gobble

2007-11-23T13:29:00.000+08:00

eh,23rd november already. and i didnt do anything at all. dang it. later gonna follow yang heng put song kai's appeal form into the box. but i just found out the results will be by post and on 28th november,when it's chalet. ohwell,what's the phone for.

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2007-11-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

i'm in the middle of an awesome book, by Gabriel Garcia Marquez. about war and insomnia and other stuff. im kind of learning spanish / espaniol from it,ci. yesterday was kind of a bummer. i looked at my results and i was rly happy for awhile then Donovan just had to break the day and tell me : "You're in physics and chem". and i was! >=( way to burst my bubble of happiness. anyway,im in 3G,but i sooooo want to go to a bio and chem class. but like,Audrey told me that low chance get in,so i'm like thinking whether to bother even going to give the form,cos maybe got loads more worthy people than trash like me who effed up. oh whatever ill just give the appeal form i already filled up tomorrow. oooh ooh. a few days ago i bought the book " The curious incident of the dog in the night-time?" and guess what,it's the literature book for next year! and then Ken told me today he also had the book,but for a few years,and its full of #$%@ words. L-O-L. me and Yang Heng can already imagine the dramatization of the sentence " WHO THE FUCK KILLED MY DOG?" ahaahahha. ill just finish one hundred years of solitude and ill start on the book.

alright guys,nothing ever to talk about,nothing i will talk about,nothing i need to talk about,nothing i shall talk about,bye bye.

mick jagger go down niggaaaaa.

2007-11-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

wonder whose shadows those are. =D

QUIZ
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint . (right as if.)
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours . (what if i don't)
3. Leave a tag on the person`tagboard to say he/she have been tagged . (i dont wanna)
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged ! (zzz)

I have been tagged by Yang Heng

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: blellow
Favourite Food: noodles.i fucking love those!
Favourite Movie: i think the prestige.
Favourite Sport: robbing Mick Jagger.
Favourite Day: the day that starts with a T.
Favourite Season: summer.
Favourite Ice-cream: butterscotch or vanilla.

CURRENTS
Current Mood: where-the-fuck-is-scrubs-and-why-is-two-and-a-half-man-there mood.
Current Clothes: i'm nekkid. lol,not. im wearing stuff la i dont bother look at what im wearing.
Current Desktop: some picture that my mum put.
Current Time: 8.06
Current Surroundings: my parent's room.
Current Annoyance: why is scrubs gone and replaced by two and half men?=(

FIRST
First Best Friend: my imaginary friend called bozo.
First Lie: "NO,i did not steal your monopoly money!"
First Music: i dunzo.

LASTS
Last drink: water.
Last Car Ride: in my sister's friend's uncle's car.
Last Crush: i have and ill always say,ive realised i have never had an actual one,like one that was proper.
Last Phone Call: me dad.
Last CD played: i played In Rainbows by Radiohead.

Have you ever dated one of your good friends: heck i havent dated
Have you ever broken the law: im in juvy,bitch
Have you ever been arrested: yeah,for killing this one guy for looking at me funny..
Have you ever been on TV: i think so but i dont think so i know so.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nooooooo.

Random
5 things you are good at:watching tv,cooking cereal,playing halo,reading,typing
4 things you've done today:
badminton,burnout,spongebob,pizza hut.
things you can hear right now:
some crap hindi song on knights of prosperity.
5 People to tag:people are not luggage,who are tagged.

kdone.

i never saw it this way,or maybe i did

2007-11-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

feeling sad,started with me losing all my songs,losing my temper. then i ate dinner,and listened to my ipod which is really low on battery. now,just going off to sleep,but i wanted to place my current thoughts somewhere. so i thought,hey why not my blog ,its full of crap and it needs one legible post at least. so,i feel like i'm a downward slope to nowhere at all. i've lost interest in absolutely everything,except music as i suddenly muse that they are thoughts expressed and i dunno,i like to hear thoughts i guess. that's why i blast music all the time,so i can hear every effort put into it. so,yeah. i know my life should feel perfect as i have nothing to worry about. maybe just adolescence. y'know,thinking about stuff that will never matter but we worry about it anyway.so,yeah,downward slope to nowhere mood.i hope i can make myself think right,and not always wishing that some miracle will happen and i could poof away every problem like some weird fairy.i need to convince myself that i'm not nobody wishing for everything.every average person think he's not, so now i'm considered average.that sentence helped my mentality. oh bugger,my ipod has no battery.ill go to sleep soon then,now that i've like,put in my current thoughts for the night. goodnight everyone,take care.

i found out

2007-11-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

geek rock is what i listen to all day these days. and metal. nothing else.
sigh. i have no guts to play bioshock. ive completed halo 3. n3 is kinda boring. ding jun and darren can't come over everyday or do something everyday. yang heng with his cousin. so now i have nothing to do except go onto facebook,and be a zombie poking people at 3 am. and then i close the computer,turn on the tube and watch squarepants. no life no life. at least i ain't sad for no reason. im not happy either for all the reasons. my aunt bought me shoes for my upcoming birthday,which i don't really care,because i'm enjoying being 13, and 14 will feel exactly the same,so why the hell would i be happy about. [LP] concert in 3 days people. hoozah for music. my lovely sister is getting me guitar hero 3. like yay! then ill have something to do. chalet is on soon. maybe later ill go down and cycle and see how many times i can fall without killing anyone including me.

2007-11-05T12:04:00.000+08:00

lololol. darren showed me that pic. boring monday >=(

do you know your love is the sweetest?

2007-11-04T15:31:00.000+08:00

my eyes are hurting,maybe too much tv or something.i haven't basically said a word all day,except talking to my mum and tuition teacher on the phone.okay,maybe i said "oh fuck!" once or twice.i need to be less vulgar i suppose. oh man, yang heng went to malaysia. glad to hear form his blog that he's having fun,but i wannnnaaaaa cyccccleeeeeeeee. dang. nevermind,he's coming back tomorrow. i don't wanna cycle alone either. ooh,mum's home. ill just go now.

"i fell like a hero,and you my, heroine."

dance man.

2007-11-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

i think darren ,dj and kar wing are bored of me screaming. but the flood is scary. =(
i hate zombie games. but halo not completely zombie game,so whatever.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! screamscream,i dunno if the chalet properly booked or not. cos im supposed to receive confirmation in email,which i havent gotten yet.
anyway,if you wanna go to chalet,just ask.ill most probably say yes,but its getting cramped!guys that is.girls have to go jean's house =D

well,back to the old grind.which is, kicking ass.

whered you go?

2007-10-30T02:20:00.000+08:00

its uncommon for me to be awake at this scary little hour. im the happiest kid in the world,but im relaxing awhile. kinda sad playing yourself.and yang heng can't come tomorrow. =( im not going to band tmr either.still thinking about the bugis thing. my nose is runny,and i hate it.my e-g has 2 strings left on it.thanks to some people. thank you very much. thank you very much for trying to fix it. but whatever. im happy,but im not showing. yeah,that's it. and yay!i can do a bit of a wheelie too man. ha! to sk. there isn't anything to do now. i wonder why!

me and you setting in a honeymoon.

2007-10-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

this is my beautiful penguin.check out the matching pipes!(i don't understand what i typed either.)

i feel like a cancer patient! with all the coughing and sneezing and shivering and the thinking of perspectives. =S i can't wait for my op. 3 days. only ice cream to eat. how fun is that!
"ITS NOT AS EASY AS IT LOOKS THOUGH.YOU CANT EAT OR SAY ANYTHING FOR MONTHS!"
(thats what my mum says)
yeah.but do i care?no.no.no. and im going to puke next time i see a pig's head. seriously,saw 3 isnt that nice to watch,with all the gore. you know what else i can't wait for? tomorrow. cause im gettinggg somethinnggg tmmrrrrr. and im watchingggg smthh tmrrrrrrrr. woot.

i want to stop behaving like some zombie.

just tell me when.

2007-10-25T19:24:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's last day. like,yay?i dunno. i have decided i shall NOT miss 2F,i shall miss the people in it.im worried for yang heng.he better not drop/retain(and waste 4 more years of his life)/transfer. oh,we'll just see what happens.today was kind of boring. i liked azfar's drumming,though he's a drama queen/king.i dunno. was!supposed to cycle today.but ended up just going to ikea for dinner because,i wanted to watch friends.do not count missisipi-ly.i got a stuffed penguin for my birthday from my sister,early! so cute. wanted to post a picture,but,but,but _____. i want my gaming console now! and i bought two shirts yesterday. and then i left the bag containing it + alot of other gifts for diwali and stuff in haagen dazs. i felt so dumb after that. fortunately, my mama called and got it back this morning. UNfortunately,my mama lost her phone while getting it back. so,it was meant to be to lose something!dumbdumbdumb. there's band in the hols. am i going?i shall have to decide. welll lets seeeeeeeeee,maybe?might be overseas or lazy.shall try to go.linkin park soon!woopee.and mcr in my december. i want to go! i dont care if i blow away savings,or if ill have to go alone.wait,not alone.how to share the joy.=S ohwell,what do we have youtube for.free concerts of course.killers new album coming out soon. and i havent gotten lifehouse yet.damn.im looking forward to SCRUBS later.and dang,i cant find heroes ANYWHEREEEEEEEEEEEEEE.gah!i have to resort to wikipedia for the stories.

i don't think i want to post anymore.i've lost my interest in it. i don't want to tell my life. im tired of people only going to my blog to find out how i am. not talking to me. oh well. at least they come here. if they do.
anyway,bye.

oh great

2007-10-21T12:22:00.000+08:00

polly wants a cracker;i think i should get off her first

okay!everyone went while i was too lazy. damn now i regret not going.
had plans of cleaning room,and flipping through sec 3 &4 science textbooks to see what i really want. i found my ps1! it even has my favorite donald duck game inside.once i find the connecting cables im all set. and i had a vivid dream last night. i got a xbox 360,was playing a weird version of halo 3,like,i wasnt carrying a weapon,but i was inside the game walking around,dying. okay! makes me all the more wanting the game. and the console. nintendo wii will have to wait. =D

okay!id love to spill out all my thoughts here,but i will be spilling out my brain,which we dont want,so,goodbye.

AHHHHHHHHH

2007-10-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

hindi school was just playing heartattack,uno,t or d,and copter on my phone. pretty slack.dj gave me the biggest shock when i came home. ahhhhh. :

2,000 lucky fans had the opportunity to interact with JK Rowling this evening at Carnegie Hall. The reading was rather eventful, as Jo revealed a lot of new information previously unknown about the series.

"The most notable news of the night was the revelation of Dumbledore's sexuality. Jo says Dumbledore was gay and in love with Gellert Grindelwald. JK, in response to the audience's reaction, said "If I had known this would have made you so happy, I would have told you years ago."

Not quite as head-turning, but equally significant, Jo announced Neville Longbottom's marriage with Hannah Abbott. Hannah became the new landlady of the Leaky Cauldron.

Other heart-warming (ha!) news was revealed about Petunia Dursley. The night Harry left Privet Drive, Petunia wanted to tell Harry, "I know what you're up against and I hope it turns out okay.""

SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM. dumbledore is gay? =(
ahhhhh,whatever. its a shock but once i think about it,nothing wrong with being gay. dumbledore found someone he could relate to.

bye then.

oh.

2007-10-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

i feel numb,and its not the aircon.
happyness is a funny thing.

today was kinda dumb. woke up to watch new episode of spongebob,realised its an old one! i have either bad memory or bad eyesight. and since my condo being renovated,painting and all,when i woke up i saw some dude painting right outside my window. and i was so scared. not nice to see someone hanging out your window. then i did dunzo-whatz till sometime. oh yeah! i was watching yo momma,then reverb on mtv. then fell asleep on the couch.then my sista came back from school at that moment and tapped my head so i awoke. so, after watching a bit more,i fell asleep again. then i got up and brought my lazy ass to my bed. zzzz. i had the strangest dream. why do i have only strange dreams. can't i have a dream where im just not doing anything strange. then woke up,my sista picked up my handphone for me. mum calling. then i checked and saw i had a missed call from JoN.
so jean and jo and him going to parkway. so i followed. donny couldn't, sk&yangheng i dunzo-whatz happened to them.so we did random stuff. jon got his pretzel,walked around,i felt tempted to get money out the vault to buy something from topman,they were having a discount.(eh,DJ joined facebook!i didn't think he'd do that.*adds him*)then went somewhere then somewhere.what?i forget stuff. we had dinner at mos burger,where we had interesting conversations.heheheheh.(im having an argument with claire =( awww. ) then me and jon had a superduper huge game of hide and seek with jean and jo. we weren't making fun of you or anything!i swear. just running away,forgetting yesterday,and making a great escape in giant. lololololololzzzzz.then after all that running,took a cab to bedok inter. from there went tampines,then i abandoned them and took a 15. why am i so dumb, if i was going home,i couldve taken a 15 STRAIGHT home. how could i forget. nevermind! could spend time listening to my lovely ipod.(dont get jealous,claire.)and since then ive just been blasting music. oh yeah,in verification of marks,i got 64 for hindi man. that's like,good. for me. not pathetic. for me. yeah. oh darn i dont know what to choose. i dont know how to choose exactly either. @#%#$%#$@#@#. oh whatever. im not even thinking about it. just bothered ever so slightly.
yawnyawnyawn. ill be going off soon. and i totally forgot to listen to baby mutton! i heard the lame ping and pong,but no what the bleah!. aw.

ps. to joseph and jean : i am NOT gay with jon.

byebye.

dang

2007-10-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

"ohhhh,we might have to adjust your brain abit"

i dunno what to say. parents kinda happy with results.
lit,kinda pissed off. (amar is married to nadia =O and i wasnt invited to the wedding!)
lol.

ping and pong was funny man.
i dunno what to blog lah #@#$% bye.

one does not simply walk into mordor.

ps. i dont want a god-damned denim skirt! >=(

ohwell

2007-10-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

marks somewhere where i expected. history and geog,obviously i suck at them so its in the 50's.
maths!awesome man,what i expected.
science.....well.just a fewmarks off my target. which was 60. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh.
english!oral was cool,overall i did average-ly.

ange could be happier about her marks yknow.maybe expecting too much of herself. =S

dep was crap man. >=|
i took like, 7 times cos i either forget my lines and get stumped.
finally got it right.she better show the best one to the teachers,the dep presentation one,not the one i did today,cos i was smiling that day and today well wasnt a great day.
wei shen was cute,lol.

rooblegooble

oh

2007-10-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

i need to get ready.for that.
and dep presentation (again!) tmr.
why did i agree to doing it again.
dunno what good she sees in it.
i didnt think the class even liked the axe murderer,why the hell did she.
=(

ohwell. muttonmuttonmutton though im meat-free for 3 days now!
i dunnoooo,earlier i kept it for a month then i stopped. now i started being vegetarian again.
danggit,im gonna keep it till for at least new year's day.my goal. what the heck ill try to stop it all together.but i dunno,will eat egg still,cos i love cake. =P

cya bitchesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssz.

set your heart free

2007-10-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

i have no one to talk to.
i have nothing to do except breathe.
just breathe.
breathe.
breathe.
wait till i stop doing that too,then.

ooh

2007-10-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

out of this week,today is least eventful. ceiling is fixed! =D no more water dripping. not much happening,i guessssss. going cycling with yang heng later,i hope. weather's clearing up though.

i like mary jane by the click five. and im so gonna get my lifehouse album like the next time i go to a cd shop! >;( i refuse to illegally download. unlike,SOME people. haha.

sigh.

wandering

2007-10-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

-my head hurts A LOT.
-ai-fung doing well,but battery life sucks
-joseph house is fun
-walking aorund is fun but i feel like im a third wheel
-exams are fucking-liciously over dammit. =D
-i didn't fall in love with the DJ,my sister did.
-dance,dance
-donovan is a slow eater
-i like volcom
-JON loves volcom
-remember to put a stamp on your voicemail
-dad returned from cheeennnaaaa.
-hey,got me an awesome watch
-i lost 9 marks in maths ppr 1 already. barnacles.
-i dont like dogs
-i like cats
-bouncy bouncy smack smack,get out of my head tyvm.
- =D
- =(
- =)
- =X

all of the above sums me up now. if x=me and y = you find out x/y

not so bad

2007-10-08T19:23:00.000+08:00

last exam tmr. but today wasnt a very niiiiiice day.

bitterswweeeeet

2007-10-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DJ,THOUGH IT SUCKS ,YOUR EXAMS START TODAY.

oh

2007-10-07T21:30:00.000+08:00

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
-
you're just a sad song.
-

my dream was too crazy last night. damn,damn, damn. i thought this was over like,ice ages ago. fuck this head of mine,(not literally)i don't want to think anything that could happen.im telling myself nothing can ever happen,but why am i still hoping. i seriously want to shout damn all night.maybe they should lock me up in an asylum and all day ill just say damn damn like those demented,poor souls.outside the sun shining,so itll go away fast. on other news,i got a hair cut. and now,my hair = short. like rlyrlyrlyrly short.and im happy,bitch.

no school for me tomorrow,like,yay?yay. people would be spamming china while i snore. excellentttt.

now i'm heels over head
i'm hanging upside down
thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

and then, hte spiderman jumped down but failed to get to a building and finally,died.

2007-10-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

today was tiring. but pasir ris park is fun. got tuition tomorrow morning. damn,i gotta wake up. and can my msn stop hanging everytime someone says hey.#@$#$%$.

(im on facebook,so really hard to do both at same time.)

hmm.cycling is funfunfunfunfun. someone really wants a girlfrie- i mean FEMALE friend.
=)

i have pictures to upload but too damn arsed to upload them.so maybe some other random day. haha.

you know something?
a bird can fly.
but a fly cannot bird. if you know what i mean =D

damn i everytime come here to say something and i totally forget what. ohwell. mood's pretty good these days. cos exams are (not) over! kinda.kinda. and monday no school for me. yayyyy.

my room is freezing.brrrrrr.

the drift on the ocean floor,
i feel weightless,numb and sore
a part of me you and me is torn
but you're free
i had a dream last night
and you were by my side
reminding me i still have life in me

i remember you like yesterday,yesterday.

i love it when you call my name.

2007-10-02T22:11:00.001+08:00

today was good. maths paper,easy man. then broke my bike lock. the guards came while me,sk yang heng and ken breaking. dumb man,caught for stealing my own bike. hahaha. well got some disagreement awhile. sorta fight. but worked it out with a bit of night cycling. damn i forgot how much i love cycling. it feels exactly like the great escape.running away from everything. everything. time and all. yessssss,yes yes yes,this year's TOO FAST.seriously,i still feel like im in sec one. ooohhhh,adventures of ping and pong.

hey ping! =D

damn.

2007-10-01T12:16:00.000+08:00

so history paper was alright.but i didn't know nuts about elections. and referendum i just wrote crap.until muhd told me,then i changed it. hmm. now talking to my sister <3 on skype. though we don't have much to talk about.at all. hahha.nevermind. i see her messed up room that makes mine look cleaner than flander's room. mutttonsssss tonight! maths tomorrow! im out. and watch this seriously WEIRD japanese potty training video. seriously,you'll go wtf.

INTO SITUATIONS

2007-09-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

YES,I AM TOO LAZY TO TURN CAPS LOCK OFF. IMAGINE IM SCREAMING THEN. AND THROWING STUFF AT YOU.LIKE SHEEP. BAAAA. DAMN IT, EXAMS. I NEED TO CONCENTRATE. NOT AT ORANGE JUICE,IN MY STUDIES LA. HMM, I LOVE SOS.SERIOUSLY,ITS STUCK IN MY HEAD LIKE WOWZA. GET OUT SO I CAN GET SOME MERDERKA IN. HAHHA. ALRIGHT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ACTUALLY. SOOOOOO,
BYE.

starlight

2007-09-26T15:58:00.000+08:00

THREE HUNDREDTH POST!

im pisseeddddd.ive gotten into a habit of calling radio stations. (987,only the hits!)
gotten in a couple times.then just now got the raven contest of saying something rlyrlyrlyrly fast.i got in on the call,cos it started ringing.i had already tried like a gazillion times. then no one picked up. i tried 2143455245435 times more and got in again. no one picked up again!then i realised,the show is ending.mustve already picked the winner.gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. lol. nvm,i have everyday.and tonight disturb justin again. muahahhah.

aight,tution later. gotta do homework. CYA. and im bringing back my photos for i havent got everyone to sign it. ill miss 2f,even though it sucked @#$%s.

black holes and revelationsssssssssss.

gulp

2007-09-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 3am today, got ready for school. then looked at the time,changed back and went to sleep. what the hell man.oh whatever,at least i didn't actually go to school. hmm. pe today was fun. i have nice aiming. dep was aight too,but i screwed up don's presentation by playing "everybody's getting some *oink* today" too early.nadia's was better than practice session ones!.mine was damn better than i expected,cos only 5 people audience.at first i thought,wahhh,whole class. then everyone left. wow-za-weez-wazzz. well i should not be blogging,but whatever. dang!tonsils suck. i can't wait exams to be over so i can ~~slit my throat.~~

ain't that sweet.

vendetta!

2007-09-23T09:31:00.000+08:00

im addicted to facebook. #@$%. well hindi paper sucked at comprehension.otherwise,i say i quite did a hindi paper for the first time in my life without cheating. lifelong ambition over.now to dance! ohshit. got like,6 more papers or so. nvm. i just realised i woke up half an hour ago,and ive already did my daily routine. -.- nevermind,ill disturb them every RJ. thunder! i love it how it fucks me up.
ooh,totally forgot about finishing my post. alright,ill do something like watch tv and not study cos i suck.(studying is for afternoons)

ps. I LOVE YOU SISTA!<3

=(

2007-09-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

FUCK.

and i can't decide whether i'm okay or not. and Ben died. ='(

owydtm

2007-09-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh what'd you do to me?

going to bed soon. shit,tomorrow's a wednesday, im feeling a bit stressed, this fever/flu wont go away, and dangdang i just am very =( ish. but whatever.
and you know what? i like one high school musical song. it's quite nice after hearing lots of times. the "you are the music in me". i don't know. getting addicted a lot to acoustic. i'm a sucker for it now.

if you love something,give it away.=(

last year'swishes

2007-09-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

i think this is my favourite fall out boy video now. next to sugar! of course.

i still remember the day this ringtone just blasted in my phone.
lol. ah,still love it like last year's wish.

..

2007-09-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

cut school today to go to the hospital. whoopie? not such a good trade if you ask me.

so i'm normal and everything but my mum was still worried and brought me there. well yay!i got more medicine.i am brimming with joy.(not)

i want to get rid of the fever so i can get on with my life.exams are coming,and im still the lazy bitch i always was. i wanna get good grades. not this shit im getting now.
tomorrow's gonna be a hella day for me i suppose.

smashing pumpkins is nice. and fun if you know what i mean.

ohright,today 6th year anniversary of the 911. i miss the day that was today a year before. it was so much less complicated. not that i give a care now.
(harajuku mutton is cute)

sometimes you just got to concentrate,even if it kicks the shit out of yourself.

2007-09-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

even though, Claire was that Compaq. But her soul lives on in this Sony!
okayokay,i got a new laptop. traded my crappy one for it. and in my weird way of thinking,i have convinced myself i still have my Claire =D
okay,but it nearly killed me transferring all my data into this.i lost half my songs,and still the C drive of this com too small,can't take it. so had to delete stuff here and there and there.

i think too much. too muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i have thoughts that are too random,too irrelevant, too true. gahhhh i need to vent out my feelings somewhere. (not here,nuh uh)

okay i dunno why i'm blogging. i know i don't want to. and my previous post was about the weird quirkings of life + the mood i was in. true blue.

this fever really making me moody. thinkk tooo much.

CAN I STOP THINKING?

2007-09-07T12:27:00.000+08:00

I am a blue blood I will admit that.
I dance in blue shoes and wear a blue hat.
Live in a blue house, on a blue street,
in a blue town by a blue creek.
I write my blue songs with my blue pen.
I sing the blue notes to my blue friends.
Now I don't know that much about you,
but I like you because you’re true blue.

I had a blue dream about a blue star.
In it I drove there in my blue car.
And when I got there, I met a blue dog
with a blue tongue, we had some real fun.
We bounced a blue ball. It broke a blue glass.
We banged on blue drums and called it bluegrass.
Guess the thing I'm trying to tell you,
is that it’s best kid if you're true blue.

Once I had gangrene, I got it real bad.
And so the Doc came with his black bag.
I said "You know doc, I don't feel swell.
If you had a blue bag I think I'd feel well."
So he came right back with a blue sack.
He said, "Will this do?" I said, "Why not? Yeah."
That’s how I am here today to tell you,
that it’s best man to be true blue.

Out on the blue sea I sailed a blue ship.
I had a first mate, always had blue lips.
His name was Bluebeard.
He had a weird twitch.
We flew a blue flag on a big stick.
And we ate bluegill and we ate blue chips.
Oh, I felt real blue eating that blue fish.
Because there ain't much that I won't do,
unless it keeps me from being true blue.

Once in a blue moon there’s a blue sky.
I wear my blue jeans and fly my blue kite.
Hangs like a bluebird until the wind dies
and then the tears pour out of my blue eyes.
If it’s your birthday, we'll bake a blue cake
and then we'll eat it off these blue plates.
‘cause kid I don't know much about you,
but I like you because you're true blue.
Yeah, I don't know much about you,
but I like you ‘cause you're true blue.

=(

2007-09-04T20:51:00.000+08:00

i think i have fever again.might be stomach flu from my aunt.cos its like this morning,i vomited.and i couldn't eat anything much. ohwell. i don't really care what my parents say about me having tonsillectomy. i'm ready to face the consequences. i don't care if i'll feel like shit,i already know how that feels like. but i'm looking forward tomorrow. like a lot. yay! 2 hours of studying science and i get it. well a bit more than i already did.

band today was fun. i guesssssssssssss. Ken's phone confscated and he kept cursing the dude who took it throughout the day. hoo-rah.
then went to watch movies with Yan Lin. but i reallllllly felt like sleeping while watching because,i was bloody hell tired. and now in my feverish brain i decide to get off blogger.
so,yeah.

bye.bye.bye.

thanks.

yawntaa

2007-08-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

i am the happy.for awhile.

we love you very much

2007-08-28T20:16:00.000+08:00

we must sing we must sing we must sing
we must stare into crystal balls and only see the past

at the bottom of everything and first day of my life is stuck in my head.
like ringing whenever im feeling down.which was yesterday when the science paper OWNED me.
like,shit. i knew i'd fail! but wtf 11/35. that's bloody pathetic. i can't even bother to pity myself cos i know there's no use being sad.sadness just darkens your days.no point of it.

gonna study and fucking pass science and get into a good science class damnit.
what's the dream of being a marine biologist if you suck at bio.its like,so contrast.

dep was fun today though.
"why is there greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed"

doy! i shall do the quiz angeeeeepoke tagged me to do.(wish she was less sad though,and i can't cheer her up dangit. )= me bad friendy)

1) List out top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

a Nintendo Wii
full marks for every subject ( that'll me kinda happy!)
peace everywhere
the ability not to choke
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,the ability to forge signatures.am i right ken.hahahhaha.

2) The person who tagged you is? angelina!

3) Your relationship with her/him? good friend down on her days.

4) Your 5 impressions of him/her? nice,responsible i guess?,overanalytic,i dunno.sometimes thinks abit too much.and there aren't really impressions i have of people.i have knowledge of their character,and yeah whatever crap.

5) The most memorable thing he/she has done for you? talk to me when i was down!and having figts with fedex and pancakes.

6) The most memorable words he/she has said to you? poke?i dunno.

7) If he/she becomes your lover, you will? i don't think it's likely.

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? ill lose another good friend dammit.haven't i alr lost one nice one.

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? i don't know

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? cheer her up.

11) Your overall impression of him/her is? nice?

12) How you think people around you will feel about you? weird fat kid

13) The character you love yourself are? i hate myself

14) On the contrary, what are the characters of yourself you hate? i love myself

15) The most ideal person you want to be is?someone not fucking crazy.

16) pass this quiz to 10 people.
1.Ding Jun!
2.Darren!
3.Kar Wing!
4.okay shall name random people : Jon!
5.Don!
6.Ken!wait he dont have a blog doh
7.Jean!
8.(i need more friends)Yan Lin!
9.Suhaylah!
10.Jun Yuan!

17) Who is 6. Ken having a relationship with? WWE? =D

18) Is no.9Suhaylah a male or female? female!

19) If no.7 Jean and 10.JY are together, will it be a good thing? let's not bring this back up=D

20) How about 8.YL and 5. Don? LOL.it could...haha.

21) What is 2. Darren studying about? oral!=D

22) when was the last time you had a chat with 3. KW? chat as in spam on msn means now.

23) What kind of music/band does 8.YL like? now to think of it,i don't know.....

24) does 1.DJ have any siblings? 1 sis 1 bro.wait i mean 2 sis =D

25) Will you woo 3. KW? kw?ew no way belchbelch haha.and yeah,i second angelina.i dont woo people.

26) Is 4. Jon single? no!he is multiple!

27) what is the surname of 5. Don? quek. quack quack.

28) What's the hobby of number 4. Jon? soccer,making "uhh" noises in class.

29) Do 5. Don and 9. Su get along well? they don't know each other.

30) where is 2. Darren studying at? Tampines Sec!

31) talk something casually about 1.Dj? cheezels with tabasco....uh cute lil hamster?those things pop into my head.

32) Have you try developing feeling for 8. YL? no!

33) where does 9. Su live? i think right infront of tampines mall there.near tps.

34) what colour does 4. Jon like? wait.i dont know his fav colour.doh!

35) Are 5. Don and 1. Dj best friends? no.

36) Does 7. Jean like 2. Darren? uh,theyve never bloody met.but darren being horny and all.....nvm lets leave that out.

37) How did you get to know 2.Darren? primary school,i know him since p1 k.

38) Does 1. Dj have any pets? Sparky!the cute bitch(what its a female dog)and Pepper and his neopets whose names i cant seem to rmb.metallicablueflame?

39) is 7. Jean the sexiest person in the world? ask her.

ok done. bishbangbong.

i suck

2007-08-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

ehhhhhhhhhhh,todaay was fun.but like its very fast now.everything's too fast.

okay,tmr is school. bitch. ):
alright,i don't have much to update. i want September holidays fast. i want a god dang chalet. my parents like cannot cannot. ugh. -.- oh whatever shall go anyway.

Once I gave a look to you
But you never gave it back
So here I stand expressionless
But my memory's intact

I guess the past is good for a laugh
A comedy so dry and black
That it makes my stomach hurt so bad, I cried

i dont think so

2007-08-25T11:53:00.000+08:00

i go online less thanks to my beautiful Claire.
not eclaire.haha. oh so i got to go soon i guess. get ready and stuff and stuff.
bahhhhhh,i don't want to go either but it's like this man.
yesterday was one of the fun days i've not had in awhile,and what a loooooong while it's been.
like,an year? less. but stilll,long. somehow not the same though. it never will be that's why i guess.

my posts are random with no sense of stuff of when or where to write stuff

okay,i'm tired of typing posts no one has an idea what i'm talking about.it's just i type whatever whenever its in my mind. ohwhatever.there are lotsa perv's in our class and i'm not one of them!
cool dj,we started chp 6 almost same day.

neopets is fun.but im getting bored of it. =\

tmr! i get to go out have an xbox party. yay for cheezels!

EEK.i gotta run soon.i mean wtf look at the time.and the time written on posts is always wrong. its 12.13 pm now. gotta be there at one. but im walking! k bye.

we all got wood and nails!

2007-08-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

and hate we churn out in factories.

yes,my fevers really make me think loads.i think it's gone now,cos i am no longer acting like a lunatic.do fevers ever make you wanna be crazy or stuff?cos ive been a crazy man.thinking stuff alot.i dunno.always felt abnormal,that i was never meant to fit in.okay.my heartbeat's acting weirdo on me.it keeps beating in an unusual pattern. it scares the shit outta me you know!like im thinking "do i have a heart attack or something?"yeah. yep,fevers gone.i don't want it to be goneeee. i look much better when i have a fever.like,when im not feeling ill,i look like shit.when i do,i look like i am having the time of my life.okay.this is just random spaz of feelings here.which i would never oblige to do normally. had a great set of thinking a while ago.

i might be manic.
i might be normal.
but,
i think im abnormal.
i think im crazy.
i think i wont ever be satisfied in life if i dont do something great in life,that'll affect everyone,and do some good.
i think the way im going now,ill just disappoint people.like in primary school,i used to make my parents very happy with my marks.now i just disappoint,and disappoint.i need to stop doing that!for all they've done.its not fair sometimes.who cares about my feelings and emo periods.its just a part of growing up.i can get past it,and still do well.

okay,yeah.

well,i matured a bit today.even if its trigger was pulled by a movie.
i need to sort myself out. find my personality.
then!ill decide my expressions.
well,i am a teenager.

2345

2007-08-18T10:08:00.000+08:00

so,i was planning to go to Hindi school to get my marks. but my sister woke me and said i wasn't feeling well so who am i to complain?i went back to sleep.then went to the doctor and got my medicine. guess what? it's tonsillitis again! the darn thing kills me night and day. i've been going to the same doctor since 2004 and repeatedly,i haven't had an tonsillectomy. gahhhhhh someone just cut my throat can already. but luckily i went to the doc early, otherwise it would spread and i won't be able to talk.

me hungry. but i'm really fucked up at home. i miss my parents. ): like i feel like i'm living on my own. don't think i can handle that now. yeah yeah i'm a kid.

scream

2007-08-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

yes,it really does feel like october again. i've never really changed i guess. add this to the countless annoying posts no one understands. i still think it's the fever talking. but whatever, it brings me out you know. i'm tired of nothing. guess i should happy? appreciate what i got, not mourn over what i was stupid over and lost. hey,that rhymed. see! i'm feeling better already. it disappears everytime though, i get lost in my thoughts and rhythms. oh whatever. yep,i'm excellently sure it's the fever talking. should i go get my marks for hindi tomorrow or go for band. getting more marks is just depressing,so is getting told that your best subject, you suck at it now. though the anger helps i guess. i take it out on textbooks and then go fish what'd i do. oh well, im dumb. thinking about stuff so long ago. maybe i'm meant never to change at all. that means nothing can ever be better again. ohwell, everyone pays for their mistakes.

i feeling kinda sleepy now. today was an awesome day. was i snoring in the library?i think so. well whatever. that dream was scary. i ate darn lots. like, wow. now i guess everyone;s paying for it with stomachaches. hahhahahahahahahaa. i know what to get Jon already,yay.
Nadia should be democratic,enough said.

okay ill go now.i think i am lost for words now.

cya.

oh

2007-08-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

keep quiet,nothing comes as easy as you can i lay in your bed all day ill be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake

oh,not feeling well now. it's like my fever goes down in the morning at school.moment i leave school i feel all dead-ish. ): well,i won't die. so i won't go to the doctors.let this fever pass away like _____. oooh! the spongebob song about how he gets sad about gary running away is on. it always makes me feel saddish.

rush hour 3 was awesome.
yeah,everything.

feeling tired.no one to talk to. ):

hope i get better,can't screw up literature test tmr though i think i may already have.

i feel like shouting out everything i' m feeling,shout it all out.fucking shout!cos i'm feeling angsty again.like i wanna tear something apart.not myself. gahhhhhhhhhh but i am keeping it all bottled up cos i know nobody gives a damn. ive been taking it all out on my laptop so its dying. maybe this is just the fever talking. gah whatever.can't let myself go to myself how many weeks ago. #@#%@#$@!#.

i'm wide awake and its morning.

happy birthday yang heng.

And so I hope I don't sound too ungrateful
What history gave modern man
A telephone to talk to strangers
Machine guns and a camera lense

lalala

2007-08-12T17:37:00.000+08:00

so please don't cry

okay,these days are okay.though i feel like a ___.ney,whatever.
i gotta do homec.but i am not.someone put together the logic.
and its my lucky day on neopets. ive won 300+ neopoints in total.
one dubloon.
one codestone.
and an ice cweem! yay.
hmmmmm,i feel tiredddddddddddddddddddddd like wowza.

now everythings imaginary,especially what you love

ohdarn school tomorrow. im enjoying holidays for once.

this comic is not for little children

like a

2007-08-09T19:56:00.000+08:00

today was fun i guess. jun yuan like woke me up to meet up him and jean at inter. well it irritated me but still reached there like 11+. and guess what. jean not there! lol. so we did what?went to yoshinoya and pretty much walked around tm and cs. stalked jon for awhile though,he was eating with his parents there. then i left as soon as yang heng came. well,gonna go jo's house another time.couldn't today.aw. :(

anyway,todays' national day.and i'm here,with my curtains closed.
i can't take your problems while i'm running away off my head
i just want the fireworks.well actually last year i didn't bother with watching the fireworks too.
parents in america,having fun i guess.it's......8 am there now.lol.
alrighty,being alone is scary.it's like,no one is home. maybe i'm too used to people around the house.well just spooks me out.
calming music,it's nice.i think i have a fever,but very slight.cos i feel sleepy and hot.and nose abit,watery,lol.

what do i do now. im boreddddddddd. and bloody hell,my bike seat's like some seesaw.
goes up and down while i ride. my ass hurts now.

ooh fireworks.be right back,ladies and gentlemen.
back.bored.just got a call from my sister there in america. she says the hotel sucks.
haha. big spiders,leaking and mosquitos.exactly like my room. except for the mosquitos part.

yes,i agree that tabasco makes everything nicer.
like cheese.

dialects

2007-08-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

inside the cage behind my chest and keep it locked for days

alright,no movie,no meeting Joseph or anything today.just yu en coming my house,doing some random fizz and sleeping and missing tuition then realising it and going "fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk".
i'm in a down mood,but so is everyone,but not for the same reasons sometimes.
im feeling as lost as i did back in p6. which wasn't my favourite year at all.
really down by now.but,whatever,felt like this loads of times last time.i want to brush it aside again.

maybe i'm never alone if i have someone inside beating,breathing,living

when i hear beautiful music
it's always from another time

standing on a doorstop full of nervous butterflies
waiting to be asked to come inside
just come inside
but i keep going out
and i can't sleep next to a stranger when i'm coming down
it's eight am my heart's beating too loud
too loud

ill stay with you

2007-08-08T11:40:00.000+08:00

i have the weirdest dreams. what i'm willing to declare is not half of what i dreamt last night.
soo,didn't go to school today. went to the airport to say farewell to my sister. now i'm here.
gonna go watch that chinese movie later with donovan and whoever later.

i. doubt. it.
i? doubt it
i. doubt it?

now do you know what it seems
you're like a book i can't read

geidjwofn

2007-08-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

im feeling a bit bored and whatever-ish.
i got 13 for history.happy with my results,considering how much i studied.(not)
and then they splashed into the deep blue sea.oh it was a wonderful splash.
cycling today was a-w-e-s-o-m-e.seriouslyyyyy.ohohoh.
i found out im really owed.
actually feeling a bit down too for reasons unknown to me.oh,whatever.
i want my marks so i can see where i'm going,as i climb up the stairs to your apartment,i brush the snow from your hair,and drink the cold away
guess i better get to sleep.i got a scary dream last night.not really scary.but i was Joker.y'know,from batman.and everything was oh so philosophical.im dying,dying dying and suddenly everything goes white.like,blinding.and ive got some voice speaking down to me.could be my mum cos i woke up.
but it was really scary,more like a ghost that's been following us both
something vague
something more like a feeling

its a mess

2007-08-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

its a cute comic, i was bored. tada, we found each other.
haha. now im doing the the homec shizz.
hmm, my sister's leaving in Wednesday now. haha, yay?
ooh,ohh! i bought a new wallet, and a new bag!
i kinda needed the wallet. but the bag was a free treat from me mum.
woo! ok. hahah. so im kinda really happy today. but the only thing is there's school tmr.
i don't like school. i only look forward to the Wee lessons. and DEP.maybe pe. haha.
i suddenly am listening to MCR loads.dunno,deathwishes are my thing right now.
=S
okayly dokayly,there's only so much i can write.
and one more thing.

every new generation picks a voice that will offer them something to identify with -- something to prove to them that the crazy things they're feeling and the anger that they're having and the disillusionment that's plaguing them is normal. Bright Eyes? Conor Oberst is that voice.
do yourself a favour and listen. just listen.

peace out!(im randomizing my way of saying sayanora)

fuck

2007-08-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

school is a bitch and you know it.
there's all these fire shooting out that i won't be surprised there'll be a mass shootout.bangbang everyone's dead ok now lets go make peace.yeah,a bitch it is.
don't you just hate internet wars?whatever,not part of it so nevermind.
and and and.
fuckfuckfuck la.my ipod got confiscated.
fine!fine?fine.take my only means of drowning out voices in my head and staying alive in school
i won't have any regrets dying.
i've watched the Simpsons movie.i've read book 7.भगवान ,Jesus,Buddha or whoevers the god,(i think all of them exist , its for the heart and soul and mind mended together's decision who) can just take me away.make me a fighter.(ok i dont think any of this makes sense but its in the eye of it's beholder ainnit)
haven't told my mum yet.ah she won't care.i've got like a bazillion mp3's.normally while listening i'd straightaway take it out when a teacher comes.but today i smiled at mr kwok while listening.lolololol.plus he said he respects me for not making up lame excuses.yeah right.haha.

so The Simpsons was awessssommmmmmmmmmeeeeee man.
"see you later,suckers!*mfmfmfmfmf*
it is not for little children.=D

i type anything that comes in my mind so i think slowly noone will actually read the posts anymore.hahahhahahaaha.

i want a lover i don't have to love

i am the

2007-08-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

i'm so so so so sleeppppppy.aiya,don't people know i'm NOT the type to stay up.
*recalls chalet last year,i fell asleep while playing xbox RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF FIFA -.-*
my neck hurts.my eyes are heavy.my feet are throbbing.my mouth is cheesyandcoffee-y.
gah,i hate maths trail!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ohshizzz,ussw!gah,ill go to sleep after im done with it.
something tells me i'm so gonna snore in class.loudly. i want my literature marks! it's the only thing i'm good at. honestly.
so.
my sister's leaving on Sunday.so soon!ahhhhh.bought her the parting gift alr.a candle in the shape of a flower. it's scented. i didn't know what to get herrrrrr. and i won't get to see her till December. or the holidays. and i'll lose my only good sister.

lift me out of my darknessss.
im inviting everyone in.we're going to,laugh, gonna,drink till the morning comes.thats what we're gonna do.come on!come on!lalalalalaalalaaaa

ooh,squish,deadant,deadant,deadantdeadantdeadantdeadantttttttttttt

aaaaaah

2007-08-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

darn im feeling so darn insight-ish.
maybe it's cos of the book im reading.darn its so cool.
and my mind is seriously blocked.i cant think of anything ever.
the voice inside my head is muffled,faint.
its wishing to be screaming
but it cant
but im trying to counter it
fight it
fight.

Stuck on a ladder to heaven
On trial way back in the Hague
Lullaby sounds from the engine
In my styrofoam coffin, asleep on the interstate
Black globes, old symbols of freedom
A murderer still on the lam
Cities encircled in iron
On a great silver beltway, democracy's shackled hands

gee

2007-07-31T20:15:00.000+08:00

graghhhhh.im burning up. and schoool just is depressing.

plain depressing.
though i can laugh with friends,i cant make them laugh.i just can't!
gahhhhhh.so i write it all down in my lil diary.
yes,a diary.50 years later someone will find it,blank.and it shall possess his very soul,just as the horcrux.muahaha.
i keep deleting and deleting this post.it shall go somewhere else.
i feel like writing something.maybe a perfect sonnet.
ahhhhh,i feel like screaming.and DEP is my fav lesson cos i can scream without people looking at me as though im something disgusting on a toilet seat.

gahhhhhhhhhh,i guess all this post is full of is gahhhh but whatever.i dont care!my mind's blocked somehow.i can't think.lastyear.
my mind always going through with thoughts.
now i can barely do anything!
my life isnt difficult its just frustrating.
others have lives worse than me,how curious i am to see how they feel.
maybe im perfectly fine just being dramatic over everything.overanalyzing anything.
but i learnt during mt today.

too much information screws up your mind.
so close your mind to unnecessities.
and,think.

i wish i had occulemency and legilimency.

i mean,my life's going nowhere.im surrounded by people who just dislike me,i mean,but what the fuck!

everywhereeeeeeee

2007-07-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

im so darn bored studying.and i realised i dont know half this stuff.must pay more attention in mr.wee's lesson i suppose.im so gonna fall asleep.and i keep daydreaming.concentrate,foo!and this internet connection keeps going away.i need to beg for it to come back. :0
yes,feeling sick,and really spaced out.

we came down to watch the world walk by!
and all she found was trouble in my eyes
from the sky she pulled me down tonight
oh let her gooooooooooooo.

scream scram scroom

2007-07-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

today was kinda fun.well,i know la,today was if not completely but mostly what i thought it was gonna be.bitches,i learnt lessons. well after school it was darn fun. well let's just say we discussed loads of things,did loadddds of lame stuff.like,really lame. jon's house is like so cool. and this is mtv cribs,now get the f*ck outta my house. hahhah.i can rob jon's house,muahaha. haiz,it feels abit betterr telling at least one person. the irony. god can't i tell you. ggggahhhhhh. and i dont know,my past few days have been strangely similar to dj's. hmph,exams are coming.why can't i care more.im shivering.i have a fever,not disco fever. but not a fever fever. and fever where it comes and goes faster than santa claus. and strangely i can't find the reason for why im always down. is there one?

i and i don't know why i can't keep my eyes off of you

2w34567

2007-07-23T15:13:00.001+08:00

yes,i realise im blogging everyday and have loads of free time.ive also realised im a weirdo. and this weirdo just completed deathly hallows.ITS AWESOME.the ending is really surprising.blocked darren cos he was being an asshole.feeel like posting a long one,but it'll be mostly a view on what i thought about the book.aw whatever. all ill say is "i love dobby!"he shall be missed.
uh,i think today's song of the day is "everybody's getting some love today love today"
me and panther and the smoker were singing it during homec,recess,history,geog.our howeveryouspellit rocked. ew,our teacher is grosssssssss. ugh. ugh.and i also doooo realise my posts are getting shorter and nooone visits anymore,its more like a record book of whats happening rather than feelings aint it.i dont care if anyone comes though.gaaahhhhhhh.im bored.
im lost for words.this is going to be the longest post in a long time.actually was just thinking
just typing "realised im a bloody weirdo" and leave. im a weirdo cos im not sane. gah i dont talk to anyone anymore. noone bothers too,i guess.to tell me anything.ruby ruby ruby!im bored and random.rereading deathly hallows. just for the heck of it.my fav chapter is the silver doe!yay now i see a chunk of words here so goodbye now.dont be surprised that my next post would be just me typing "spam im bored" and eventually itll turn into "abcd" and itll keep shrinking when ill just type fullstop and go.yah.bye.

"is it okay if i dont make it?"

HARRY POTTER IS THE SHIZZ

2007-07-22T15:27:00.000+08:00

okay,it's awesome.
but it's the last one.
last.
last.
last.
donovan is slow at reading!i started chapter one,he at chapter 10.
im at chapter twenty.hes at chapter 12.
hmph,wish it was longer.

e13e

2007-07-19T17:42:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU INTERNET.
now i know the plot of Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows.not the ending, but the general idea. like i already know what the Hallows are. fucking hell. i will never post anything to spoil it for those who read the books and come here. now excuse me, i need to go commit suicide. as if i needed another reason to be fucked up with myself. though it did get me hyped up about the book a li'l bit more.

123456

2007-07-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

i've never been so pissed off at myself. geeeeez. and there's nothing i can do, and i'm really sorry for anything i've not done. darn i just had a rush of memories and realised what the hell am i doing.

lately ive been wishing i had one desire
something that would make me never want another
something that would make it so that nothing matters
all would be clearer then
seeing everything you've ever seen was just a mirror,
spend your whole life sweating in an endless fever,
laying in a bathtub full of freezing water,
wishing you were a ghost
ibelieve that lovers should be tied together,
thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather,
left there to drown,
left there to drown in their innocence
i believe that lovers should be chained together,
thrown into a fire with their songs and letters,
and left there to burn,
left there to burn in their arrogance
now i believe that lovers should be draped in flowers,
and laid entwined together on a bed of clovers,
and left there to sleep,
left there to dream of their happiness.

blah

2007-07-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

im bored in com lab.postpostpost.
there,a post.
in school.
yeah.

i love noodles but not that much!
ok will post later.

zz

2007-07-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

okay i've got a runny nose all day.you see my room,you'll land in tissue-full-of-snot land.
today was the best monday i have had. okay i dont really know what to type. all i can think of right now is " SMOKE ON THE WATER! TENK TENK TENK! TENK TENK TUNUN!-Homer Simpson" and "Me fail English? That unpossible!-Ralph Wiggum" dang i wanna see simpsons movie. and there's five days left. gosh gosh. poke. wanted to post a video, but im lazy to go find it now. uh yeah.and i ain't feeling all too dandy. heating up abit. but not like a flaming homer. more like a.........okay,nvm. i had half a tub of ben and jerry's ice cream for dinner. cool right. cos my parents are away. so me and my sister are alone at home. we can basically do anything we want.until they come back.

okay,ill go now.

listen to my voice it's my disguise

SCREW YOUR HEAD OFF

2007-07-15T18:47:00.000+08:00

im bored.poke.
no,you ain't getting it.poke.
IM GODDANG BORED TO DEATH I FEEL LIKE DROPPING DEAD AND WAKE UP 6 DAYS LATER FOR HARRY POTTER 7 RELEASE DATE!
poke.
phew.i dont know what to do. these days are stressfreeeee.but at least i need something to do right.give us a project!(omg am i asking for homework?)
okay,looking at DJ"s school,should be grateful for a stressfree life now.and what'sup with me these days.im bleeding everywhere. my ears my nose my head.
its spooky. i wanna go to australia now. im in the mood for the 9 m waves.
and i like koalas.who doesnt?

(NOTE:im posting out of boredom so dont expect anything good to read anywhere here)

bah ill post an explosm comic.i hope its not a rape comic this time.maybe naked knitting.

ooh,neither. i was thinking of whether to put Kris' or Rob's.hmm.
though i'd actually prefer Miami, not down his...pants.
ew.though i still laughed at this.

2007-07-13T15:33:00.001+08:00

i was bored.
i am bored.
so i did quizzes from kar wing's blog.
god they were fun. now it's over. whatever. what made me laugh was the rating of my blog.-.-

Mingle² - Free Online Dating

cool.im fine with that, cant be surprised with the amount of profanities i use.
uhya.

30% GeekMingle² - Free Online Dating

i thought it'd at least cross 50%. -.- guesss they didnt have questions about halo and stuff.=S

31%

Mingle² - Free Online Dating

odds are imma die. cool-io.

$5265.00

Mingle² - Free Online Dating

i cost as much as karwing, haha.

today during mt i went to buy some stuff ( though i STILL forgot the graph paper.) and then i wanderedaround cos i had like 20 mins to waste. didn't want to go back to the library, so i thought of a place to use my handphone. y'know the staircase to the roof? i went there.smsed don. then i got bored up there. and went to the old block toilet,but didnt go in cos there was sorta a ninny gangfight going on outside and i was spectating. and mr.shahril was like, what ya doing.cos he'd seen me 3 times alr. i said,in the toilet. and he was like, riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. ok. and history was fun,even though that gay fag was teaching.

ah,my connection is as random as me.

and yeah, the weapon we have is love.

213

2007-07-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

oy, my last post was my 260th.
so this is 261st!cool.i would like to thank my boredom and sudden moodswings of writing crap to this honour.
so.....school is AIGHT. ive been spending loads of time with ken ,don and jon. cool!all three letter names.ok lame.
im staring at a dead fish right now.its freaking me out.im too scared to go near it. im afraid of death,but not of dying. okay,sounds weird. im afraid of... presence of death. yeah, thats the word.but if i die tmr or something i won't mind. maybe my parents would. what maybe of course they would. but,i dont know. zzzzz. ohyeah, went to check out a new house. in bedok south. woohoo!can go home with sk everyday. but the house is scary shit man. =S

aight,saving the best for last!

I WENT TO WATCH HARRY POTTER ALR.
and its the best movie of the series man. though there are mistakes here and there,which noone cares about. EXCEPT ME,BITCHES!lol.
its definately worth watching.so is Transformers! more than meets the eye;robots in disguise!

i wanna watch simpsons movies. i have only seen trailer once and i already think that spiderpig can kick spidey's ass. LOL. hahaha.
spiderpig,spiderpig!zz.i need to finish this post before dj.

aight,so ill end it here.
cya another time.

"Grawp likes the ring-rings"

lsalala

2007-07-07T18:38:00.000+08:00

to be honest,im kinda bored of all the live earth thing. oh look,20 mins to the concert.thats all i want to watch. not really into the whole save the world thingymajig. i mean, its a good cause and all but not for me. oh well,i tried but im a jackass ya.though my room is green enough.

seee,not lying. green table. green crystal ball thingy. green wall.

a green bed y'all. green walls again. oh it'll be REEALLLL hard guessing my fav colour.

green wall and table again. and my greenish guitar. i need a new fav colour.
this room is very very green. i reckon if i had worn green today i could stand infront of the wall and go; IM INVISIBLE =D

haahahhaha. ok imma bored. the whole day. watched 2 movies. first was the most violent movie ive laid eyes on and the second had loadsa cliches. ew.
haha.
i need something to do. ok its starting.
cya bitches.

happy live earth.

2007-07-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

here in my room

2007-07-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

im tireeeeeeeedddddddd.
i think i can do nothing bout my life and stopped caring bout it. ive stopped caring bout everything.
everyone. so sorry if i say FUCK OFF MOFO to you.=D
uhhuhhhhhh. dont want to post.

i cant fix anything im hopeless im daydreaming its not it stop caring stop stop stop.

yeah,that is the big booming voice in my head commanding me now.
i need a diversion.

wowawewa

2007-07-03T19:46:00.001+08:00

i have wizard angst.
nuff' said.

wish its raining.

ever wish that sometimes you're in a different place?
that if you made one small change in the past and you'll be somewhere completely different.

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2007-07-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

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You Open My Safe?

1st
Number:

My favorite number

2nd
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The age i want to stay forever

3rd
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THE MOST IMPORTANT DATE IN THE HISTORY OF HISTORY(put it without the dashes in xx/xx/xx)

Make
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2007-07-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

you've got your love online
you think you're doing fine
but you're just plugged into the wall
and that deck of tarot cards
won't get you very far
there ain't no hand to break your fall
well i know what ive been told
you gotta know just when to fold
but i can't do this all on my own
no i know

id always be your friend

2007-06-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

hello.
im not in the best of myself,actually worse than ive felt this year put together in a box.
everyday in school i come up in the class looking and feeling like shit.
then talking to angelina and jonathan i feel much better.cos they can make me laugh. and then its the end of the day and im back to the morning. though i dont show it much. and i just can't help but shrug off this feeling. i want to apologise but i can't. can't anyone understand?maybe id just rather be misunderstood, but not now. but its gone and past but what the fucking hell should i do. i cant say anything ever.dang im a piece of work.jeez i think i should just get off this feeling cos nothing is ever ever ever ever gonna happen.i should be happy now,i suppose. but im just feeling too down. maybe its just the stress.

screaming helps,but ADD is a different thing.

we

2007-06-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

just hurry up and get into our ride
there is even some free candy inside
hey now, what are those shirts you're wearing
and what are those box cutters you're bearing

it was your kind that changed our life, you see
our family we killed in a box factory
now we'll remove you from history
look over there, i think i see bruce lee

hate today and tomorrow for all im worth.

burp

2007-06-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

first day of school.
aint so bad?
well good news in our new timetable,MS TAN REPLACING MS CHAN.
not that ms chan wasnt a good teacher,just that i prefer ms tan.haha.
and homec(homewreck) is gonna start again. =0
its on monday.obviously.add to da monday blues ):

me burn thing badly me predicts.

okay so tmr have some DEP thingy.sounds like a bit crappy to me but hey!sounds fun though.
okay i have nothing to post about.

watch this video,it will freakyaout!

entertain us!

2007-06-22T22:08:00.001+08:00

i'm bored. and i've lost the ability to think. and i have school tomorrow. and i just realised that my past few posts imply that i've gone off my rocker. maybe i have.y'never know. i could just be the next Sylar, a(mad)serial killer. my motive will be...uh. gotta work on that. but i will kill every guy with a hand phone i see and every girl wearing slippers. why am i targeting people? ohwhatever,shall shut up.goodnight sane people.

PS. i am not a foshie or a fishie whatever you may say

ohyeah,i had fun today too. my guitar string broke.(this is the 3rd time im editting this post cos i just remembered something.the second time was when i remembered to tell everyone i am not an cold blooded marine creature.) Darren's string also broke. call it unlucky.

i dint see it cmon

2007-06-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

all alone i think of you coming
blahblahblah that line has been bugging my mind for a few days.
think its a marron5 song.gah.

ive been a lazy bitch and ive only finished the geog hw.
i did some effort for the review,the summaries,well dont ask.
ive been too engrossed reading Heart-Shaped Box by Joe Hill.
bought it just on Saturday and done with it already,wish i was a slower reader sometimes aye.
darn!im back to my old habit of reading reading reading.
they're good friends.
so today went over to me aunt's house with me mum and cousin.(me like saying me,so STFU (; )
i got 2 new books.she's got all these old old romance,thriller or whatever shizz novels.
they're quite good.can't get my nose outta one book by Jeffrey Archer.god this book is old.
18 years old.i feel so small.grr.but im happier young.growing up aint my thing-
i need to lend her The Da Vinci Code,she hasnt read that one.

the only reason im blogging is cos im darn bored.oh lookie!its almost 12.30AM
my sister promised me she will do some movie watching thing with me tonight.
grr,she went dipsyland.another day then.

i have loads to type about but due to the lack of interest in this blog by anyone everyone, why should i bother.

thunder's rumbling loads these days.me scaredy pantsy.i live 15 floors.
adds to the jumpupandscream factor.

ohwell.byebyebyebye bitchez.

everything's a cycle.
the moon the eyes your clothes

snap snap flash

2007-06-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

check out the new fall out boy video h-e-r-e.
it's much better than the rest of the vid's off the new album i think.
grah,i got school tmr.and i'm feeling as dumb as ever.

so slow

2007-06-13T21:19:00.000+08:00

ohayo gozaimasu.past few days been awesome.cycling again and again everyday is fun.even with an asshole like yang heng.haha.SK AND JEAN.you will get your plushie or whatever when school reopens.these days i've practically become a robot.beepbopboop.i can't think myself straight.and i have huge urges to watch toy story.or go disneyland.you can't come.and ill be having a most magnificent garden party.you're not invited either.haha.and i like typing in blocks.it's annoying and fun.i just watched charlie and the chocolate factory.haha,i remembered why johnny depp is my favorite actor.willy wonka has a weird haircut.alright,ain't got much crap to spit out today.

democracy shackled.

2456

2007-06-12T23:53:00.001+08:00

LETS GO WATCH TOY STORY

(i'm bored people.)

I wrote this for a baby
who has yet to be born
my brother's first child
I hope that womb's not too warm
cause it's cold out here
and it'll be quite a shock
to breathe this air
to discover loss
so I'd like to make some changes
before you arrive
so when your new eyes meet mine
they won't see no lies
just love.

just love.

x.0

q

uhhhhhhhhhhhh

stranger things

infidel!

aww

666

all of these boys and all of these girls losing their songs2323esefsdw in a material word

sweet talk

stronger

yeh kis gali mein aa gaye hum.

YEAH

santa has a big belly *poke*

uh hah hah hah huh.334

333

332

oh oh oh.

oh oh ho ho ho oh

o a little cream soda.

gobble

/\/\ 0 /\/ /C 3 Y

mick jagger go down niggaaaaa.

i never saw it this way,or maybe i did

i found out

do you know your love is the sweetest?

dance man.

whered you go?

me and you setting in a honeymoon.

just tell me when.

oh great

AHHHHHHHHH

oh.

dang

ohwell

oh

set your heart free

ooh

wandering

not so bad

bitterswweeeeet

oh

and then, hte spiderman jumped down but failed to get to a building and finally,died.

i love it when you call my name.

damn.

INTO SITUATIONS

starlight

gulp

vendetta!

=(

owydtm

last year'swishes

..

sometimes you just got to concentrate,even if it kicks the shit out of yourself.

=(

yawntaa

we love you very much

i suck

i dont think so

we all got wood and nails!

2345

scream

oh

lalala

like a

dialects

ill stay with you

geidjwofn

its a mess

fuck

i am the

aaaaaah

gee

everywhereeeeeeee

scream scram scroom

2w34567

HARRY POTTER IS THE SHIZZ

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123456

blah

zz

santa has a big belly poke